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[themidnightgirl]

The moon wanted more of my night.
I turned off the engine and the headlights.
The trees appeared as they'd never been gone.
I promised the fields I'd return from now on.
And the moon kept on rising.
I had no more to say .
I put my roadmaps away.
And surrendered the day.

And I know you'll be calling me soon,
And if I don't answer I'm calling the moon.
Calling the moon....
I was calling her then,
I'm wondering will she take me again?
Oh, I am calling the moon.

When I called the moon back to me
I thought she wanted my beauty.
I shone in the best that vanity buys,
I covered the path where my life turned to lies.
And the moon kept on rising.
But I felt nothing at all.
She comes when the empire falls
And shines on crumbling walls.

Calling the moon,
By the name that she chose.
As Tennessee wandered in moth-eaten robes.
Oh, I am calling the moon.
Calling the moon.
Oh I'm calling the moon

Oh, make sense of me, night.
I can see so much from this cold height.
The moon said, "Oh, darkness, my work is done,
I've poured this bottle of light from the sun,
But their anger keeps on rising....
And they don't understand,
I've shown them all that I can:
That the world is at hand."

And I know they'll be calling me soon,
And if I don't answer I'm only the moon.
I can see by her light.
This one's going out to the moon tonight.
Oh, I am calling the moon....

Calling the moon,
'Cause I know what it's worth
To tug at the seas and illumine the earth.
Oh, I am calling the moon.
Oh, I am calling the moon.



Still surprisingly mopey about RP related things. Don't usually get like this. Absolutely convinced now that, mad-winterthings aside, I am a shite roleplayer who nobody wants to interact with.

Fighting insecurity is like trying keep the rain out of an old shed. Just when you think you've got one outlet blocked up, it seeps through another one.

Comments

[vhf.livejournal.com]

don't think I count, but I'm quite fond of you
please note: typical english understatement, not actually a reflection of my level of fondness

[blue-cat.livejournal.com]

You have impressed me every time we have met IC - although as this is RP Maggie was NOT happy about meeting your Garou in Court ;)

Do you enjoy it?

[winterthing.livejournal.com]

Fiiine. So my opinion counts for shit these days does it?

*mutters*

[borusa.livejournal.com]

No...it doesn't but...argh...I'm being irrational.

Sorry.

[winterthing.livejournal.com]

Don't apologise. Was only teasing.

I know that you're a good rp'er. I think perhaps you're suffering because you barely do rp these days. You've been so careful being a good and responsible NST that you've forgotten that you _do_ get to have fun. I don't think I've seen you play at something like a Regional since you became NST - and it is possible! Most Regionals would run without you wandering around with a post-it note saying 'NST' stuck on the front. You deserve more relaxation time away from being NST. You really really do - and try opening up and giving people a chance.

STC is a really great character - although how he managed to get into the Vampire National and set up Happy Harry's stall I'll never know! :) And you're a great rp'er. *hugs*

And I know that.

[borusa.livejournal.com]

I did try to play (CA) at a regional! And I found that there was something I needed to see, in a place my character couldn't go.

It's a slanderous lie to suggest that that was slides thru cracks. I'm just short of convincing London accents, apart from mine and STCs.

What do you mean by opening up, by the way? I tend to believe I wear my heart on my sleeve, and am really obvious

[kdrugan.livejournal.com]

Take a holiday, by this I don't mean step down and activate your legacy - just come to some games (I recommend the Glasgow weekender) and play and don't be NST for a couple of days.

Relax, chill :)

[kathminchin.livejournal.com]

Do it Robert

take it from me a brief break, and the chance to roleplay does you the world of good ;-)

[bringeroflight.livejournal.com]

I do want to interact, but I never seem to see your characters. Have a surprise for Mook when I next see him.

{grins}

[sea-cucumber.livejournal.com]

I would plot!!! You know I would!!! :D
But we are rarely at the same games :)
Don't worry, I know how you feel, I'm always worried about being a crap roleplayer. But nobody has actually said that to me so I am going on the fact that nobody has noticed that yet :)
As long as you have fun it doesn't matter how good you are.
And for the record you are fab, both in roleplaying and otherwise. So there!

Here's one for you.

[isalani.livejournal.com]

Try making a reading game to play in or two.

Cos some you are missed in and others could do with you expertise to help pick the games up from the bad places that they are going.

Tips

[(Anonymous)]

1 - Turn up to games.
2 - Don't fall asleep. :)
3 - Don't 'pull a Richardson' quite so often.

Handy hints from the G'ster

[twicedead.livejournal.com]

Slides Thru cracks is one of the two finiset Ragabash I have ever seen played (the other being Claw of Gaia). The number of times I have wished I could make it to more Reading games so I could recruit you into my pack...

ohhhhh come on.....

[(Anonymous)]

Dear boy

anyone who was involved in the St Valentines day massacre has to be a good RPer. Your fun to play against and fun to play with and you make prople think!

Dont feel down, enjoy yourself.

Hope to catch up soon (I may even start going to games again!)

Pip pip

Monty